I'm glad you went. And your hair did look awesome and you looked Great!! There are a lot of memories from there, and i know they can be overwhelming. But you needed some girl time out of the house. A little time to forget the rest of the world. That place is good for that. I missed being there with you. Going to faires don't quite seem the same with out you.

I think every book has a chapter that isn't the most amazing. You and i are both in those kinds of chapters. It will get better, you just have to believe. Here is what i learned from my stint of unemployment. Live the weekends as weekends. Live the week like you are working. That work may be posting your resume, calling people, or soul searching. But on the weekends you need a break. Do weekend things like what you did yesterday. *hugs* It will get better.. and you have a good support network :)