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sewloud ([personal profile] robinsnest) wrote2003-04-27 06:41 pm

escape to indonesia

you know how sometimes you lookforward to something for a week and when it finally gets here it never lives up to it? well this weekend was the total opposite. I was looking forward to Matt's arrival but I had no idea I'd have so much fun or feel that pang of saddness when he left.

When he first got here I thought he hadn't changed at all and that thrilled me. I had secretly feared he'd have changed tons and I wouldn't know the person who was visiting. but slowly I realized he had changed a lot. but the changes were subtle and wonderful. When i first met matt i confess i was in really rough shape. and in retrospect how could i expect a high school freshman to help me, we were both still learning to be people forget about how to help someone through that kinda thing. but at the time I was always wishing and imagining he'd be more mature, and he'd say sweet things etc. Matt has grown into that image. he's much more mature (four years has a weird way of doing that) and he's taller than me now! (again i blame the time diffrence) and he can talk to you. He was willing to sit and pillow talk with me, almost open up. I realized I didn't actually know his eye color!!! how could i have dated this boy and never once spent enough time looking him in the eyes to realize they were such a pure blue? for the first time i saw some of who I think he really is. i think it was worth the wa

[identity profile] myownsatellite.livejournal.com 2003-04-27 03:59 pm (UTC)(link)
aww robbie i'm so happy you had a great weekend! is this the matt i'm thinking, the one you went to prom with? :-)

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[identity profile] myownsatellite.livejournal.com 2003-04-27 06:50 pm (UTC)(link)
yay :-) how cute! *kawaii*

Pictures

[identity profile] hurley1013.livejournal.com 2003-04-28 10:38 am (UTC)(link)
So does this mean I can give you back your prom pictures??

(Anonymous) 2003-05-04 05:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Robin after that weekend ill adimit i think about you almost daily. I cant forget the scent of the Vanillia body spray you use, or what your room looked like. This weekend at Plattsburg I thought alot about you and your friends. See you at the BIG......