time brings new perspectives

Stratford Ontario, I always loved the theater, and I always loved the warehouse. but I never loved the halls of the hospital or the time on the bus. Before I used to go and have a wonderful giggly time being a goofy theater girl, much like many others. This year things suprised me. Where I expected to find far less friendship I found far more, where I expected to go only for the shows I had an amazing time getting to know better a few friends who are growing in my trust daily. for one moment when we were all buzzing around getting ready I really had my place, not with the actors, but with the people who've made theater so explosive...literally, all my life. here's to the techies who like to "blow stuff up" I didn't realize they could make me laugh or make me trust them. and I never imagined the slow the pace they were walking so i wasn't shut out of the conversation a step behind. My mind didn't imagine them slowing their car talk to explain to me simply what each thing was and what it did. sometimes people are suprising, this trip has been an amazing wonderful suprise. so i arrive home, not drained as usual but happy and content at peace. I found myself sitting through wiley's mood swings, and not beating myself up, if he's moody that's him not my lack of anything, i found that i could be frustrated and not tear myself apart. i've come a long way at college finding the beautiful woman within me. and god it's good to see her, and have some friends for her to chill with. thanks guys.

time brings new perspectives

Stratford Ontario, I always loved the theater, and I always loved the warehouse. but I never loved the halls of the hospital or the time on the bus. Before I used to go and have a wonderful giggly time being a goofy theater girl, much like many others. This year things suprised me. Where I expected to find far less friendship I found far more, where I expected to go only for the shows I had an amazing time getting to know better a few friends who are growing in my trust daily. for one moment when we were all buzzing around getting ready I really had my place, not with the actors, but with the people who've made theater so explosive...literally, all my life. here's to the techies who like to "blow stuff up" I didn't realize they could make me laugh or make me trust them. and I never imagined the slow the pace they were walking so i wasn't shut out of the conversation a step behind. My mind didn't imagine them slowing their car talk to explain to me simply what each thing was and what it did. sometimes people are suprising, this trip has been an amazing wonderful suprise. so i arrive home, not drained as usual but happy and content at peace. I found myself sitting through wiley's mood swings, and not beating myself up, if he's moody that's him not my lack of anything, i found that i could be frustrated and not tear myself apart. i've come a long way at college finding the beautiful woman within me. and god it's good to see her, and have some friends for her to chill with. thanks guys.