lessons learned

so I learned something today. Never tell someone you're hurting because it is invariably you're fault and they don't want to hear it. So it's better to take your tears to some corner with some cute teddy bear than fooling yourself thinking somebody cares.

I've learned something else. I HATE when you'r ein the middle of a conversation involving someone's emotions and someone suddenly decides they have to leave right then. because oh no they're tired. I've been known to stay up till three am for important conversations. but when I'm hurting everyone else's sleep patterns come before whatever tiny worth i posses. that sends a message loud and clear to me. loud and clear. and I heard it. Loud and clear.

lessons learned

so I learned something today. Never tell someone you're hurting because it is invariably you're fault and they don't want to hear it. So it's better to take your tears to some corner with some cute teddy bear than fooling yourself thinking somebody cares.

I've learned something else. I HATE when you'r ein the middle of a conversation involving someone's emotions and someone suddenly decides they have to leave right then. because oh no they're tired. I've been known to stay up till three am for important conversations. but when I'm hurting everyone else's sleep patterns come before whatever tiny worth i posses. that sends a message loud and clear to me. loud and clear. and I heard it. Loud and clear.