i guess it's time to update
Nov. 12th, 2002 01:43 amOkay now that two people have actually asked me why i haven't updated in so long I guess it's time to update, never realized anyone actually READ it lol.
so my life...well it's been life, ups and downs and ups and downs. currently i'm kinda in the leveling off, when it was headed up and just kinda seems to be coasting, not up or down just coasting.
I auditioned for Mike's play today, went well I guess, I really hate auditions :-)
Got cast in Erin's Directing scene when she said "hey will you be in my directing scene"
Josh and Brian were here tonight which was fun, they remind me of the best cross of the tech boys and the howie and chris in high school, pleasant in their own delicious way. I can always use more guy friends, funny how I always seem to end up friends, whether i want that or not, I'm a very good girl to just be friends with I guess, whether I want that or not.
hmm i don't really have a lot to say, the cloudy mood that seemed to have been hovering over me seems to be lifting, perhaps that comes with being busy or making new friends my two favorite subjects.
It's funny how as my eyes begin to droop with sleep I actually have my deepest thinking and realize what I want the most. I want to cuddle with someone other than my frog, for now i shall keep to myself who i would prefer. lol. perhaps though everything will work out for the best. i'm not in a dumb mood, aka i dont' really feel like getting hurt at the moment, things are just starting to go wonderfully i don't feel like it all coming crashing down. apparently things are to be forgotten, i guess i can work with that. i guess. you know i think my very tired brain is starting to very quickly run very far away from me...time to hit the sack...oh yeah i gotta get up in four hours! wheeeee yay for registration
so my life...well it's been life, ups and downs and ups and downs. currently i'm kinda in the leveling off, when it was headed up and just kinda seems to be coasting, not up or down just coasting.
I auditioned for Mike's play today, went well I guess, I really hate auditions :-)
Got cast in Erin's Directing scene when she said "hey will you be in my directing scene"
Josh and Brian were here tonight which was fun, they remind me of the best cross of the tech boys and the howie and chris in high school, pleasant in their own delicious way. I can always use more guy friends, funny how I always seem to end up friends, whether i want that or not, I'm a very good girl to just be friends with I guess, whether I want that or not.
hmm i don't really have a lot to say, the cloudy mood that seemed to have been hovering over me seems to be lifting, perhaps that comes with being busy or making new friends my two favorite subjects.
It's funny how as my eyes begin to droop with sleep I actually have my deepest thinking and realize what I want the most. I want to cuddle with someone other than my frog, for now i shall keep to myself who i would prefer. lol. perhaps though everything will work out for the best. i'm not in a dumb mood, aka i dont' really feel like getting hurt at the moment, things are just starting to go wonderfully i don't feel like it all coming crashing down. apparently things are to be forgotten, i guess i can work with that. i guess. you know i think my very tired brain is starting to very quickly run very far away from me...time to hit the sack...oh yeah i gotta get up in four hours! wheeeee yay for registration