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Well, haven't done THIS in a while.
I've been musing about cuddleing. I LOVE to cuddle, as anyone who really knows me knows. It's kind of funny really, unless I'm REALLY horny what I love is cuddling, kissing, feeling my skin melt into someone else's. You can fake liking someone to get into their pants, but you really cannot fake cuddle with someone. the connection is either there or it's not. messing around and all the stuff is fun don't get me wrong, but cuddleing appeals to me on a higher level. instead of fulfilling an animal drive having someone's arms around me, his breath in my hair relaxes me and allows me to feel safe. It's too easy, especially living on your own, to become constantly on your guard. Boy "B" said something very sweet to me today, and I brused it off as automatically being a line. was it a line? may well have been, but wouldn't it be nice if my automatic reaction wasn't, yeah right? Cause someday someone really will want to look at me cause i'm beautiful and I just won't believe him. I miss sleeping with someone, waking up next to his warm body. That's really the best part about having a boyfriend, they're great hot water bottles ;-)
I've been musing about cuddleing. I LOVE to cuddle, as anyone who really knows me knows. It's kind of funny really, unless I'm REALLY horny what I love is cuddling, kissing, feeling my skin melt into someone else's. You can fake liking someone to get into their pants, but you really cannot fake cuddle with someone. the connection is either there or it's not. messing around and all the stuff is fun don't get me wrong, but cuddleing appeals to me on a higher level. instead of fulfilling an animal drive having someone's arms around me, his breath in my hair relaxes me and allows me to feel safe. It's too easy, especially living on your own, to become constantly on your guard. Boy "B" said something very sweet to me today, and I brused it off as automatically being a line. was it a line? may well have been, but wouldn't it be nice if my automatic reaction wasn't, yeah right? Cause someday someone really will want to look at me cause i'm beautiful and I just won't believe him. I miss sleeping with someone, waking up next to his warm body. That's really the best part about having a boyfriend, they're great hot water bottles ;-)
