I've been doing a lot of thinking lately

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately about what matters to me. And what do I do to get what I need. I'm thinking about after the summer moving down to SC and hoping I can find a Joanns or something to work at. It's not my dream job but is that the most important thing?

I've been asking mike to support me in this really topsy turvey point in my life, when that really isn't fair becuase his life is just as much in the air as mine is, if not more. ::deep breath:: Okay i'm really jealous of his new roommate becoming his new best friend, wow I feel like I'm in hs. but I really do envy him that, I loved being the person mike talked to. And I MUST remember that lack of time, and lack of contact does NOT denote lack of love. Mike didn't go to school to get away from me, I had NOTHING to do with it. That's what's hard, I'm pulling myself into a little self-centered bubble and forgeting that he needs my support just as much as I needs his. and that YES he does miss me, and Yes he loves me. [slurp of peach smoothie here] ouch brain freeze

so I had my last class as an undergraduate this morning...which is really really weird to say. on the one hand i'm sooooo relieved to be DONE! THANK GOD! but on the other hand...I'm gonna miss learning and some of my classes this semster were just amazing. I think wherever I end up I'm gonna have to enroll in one of those continuing education thingys. just to keep myself sharp.

Okay weirdest moment with my mom. I was jokingly saying maybe i'll go throw water balloons on the sophmore streakers as is tradition...and my mom went, "You should definitely go!" WEIRD!!!!

And kevin's officially my date to sherry party...he's not as cute as mike but he's damn photogenic. Which reminds me, I need help chosing a dress...so anyone in the Ithaca area who wants to tell me which i look better in please drop by my apt before saturday. :-) and what on earth should i do with my hair? shoulder length curly hair...any thoughts would be appreciated.

okay time to go do my directing scene

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately about what matters to me. And what do I do to get what I need. I'm thinking about after the summer moving down to SC and hoping I can find a Joanns or something to work at. It's not my dream job but is that the most important thing?

I've been asking mike to support me in this really topsy turvey point in my life, when that really isn't fair becuase his life is just as much in the air as mine is, if not more. ::deep breath:: Okay i'm really jealous of his new roommate becoming his new best friend, wow I feel like I'm in hs. but I really do envy him that, I loved being the person mike talked to. And I MUST remember that lack of time, and lack of contact does NOT denote lack of love. Mike didn't go to school to get away from me, I had NOTHING to do with it. That's what's hard, I'm pulling myself into a little self-centered bubble and forgeting that he needs my support just as much as I needs his. and that YES he does miss me, and Yes he loves me. [slurp of peach smoothie here] ouch brain freeze

so I had my last class as an undergraduate this morning...which is really really weird to say. on the one hand i'm sooooo relieved to be DONE! THANK GOD! but on the other hand...I'm gonna miss learning and some of my classes this semster were just amazing. I think wherever I end up I'm gonna have to enroll in one of those continuing education thingys. just to keep myself sharp.

Okay weirdest moment with my mom. I was jokingly saying maybe i'll go throw water balloons on the sophmore streakers as is tradition...and my mom went, "You should definitely go!" WEIRD!!!!

And kevin's officially my date to sherry party...he's not as cute as mike but he's damn photogenic. Which reminds me, I need help chosing a dress...so anyone in the Ithaca area who wants to tell me which i look better in please drop by my apt before saturday. :-) and what on earth should i do with my hair? shoulder length curly hair...any thoughts would be appreciated.

okay time to go do my directing scene