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So Rob's asleep in our very messy bedroom. and I'm sitting in the living room feeling decidedly antsy. On edge really. The apt is a mess and while I had grand plans of cleaning today all I managed so far is the kitchen, did 3 loads of laundry, and cleaned HIS hamster's cage. I could clean more but I just feel overwhelmed and like I have this strong desire to just runaway. There are so many things I should do, fold the laundry, clean the bathroom, clean ANYTHING in this dump. I feel angry that I'm the one who cleans, if I want a clean bathroom I have to clean it. If i want a clean kitchen I have to clean it, if I want dishes to eat off of well I have to clean them. When I wasn't here Rob and Rufus developed a fruit fly colony and now he just swears all the time about them, yet what needs to happen to get rid of them he just won't do. I'm so angry, frustrated, depressed, and terrified about money that there's nothing left for me sitting here feeling the desire to rip my skin off. ...and my fabric isn't here yet :-(
Aug. 21st, 2008
So Rob's asleep in our very messy bedroom. and I'm sitting in the living room feeling decidedly antsy. On edge really. The apt is a mess and while I had grand plans of cleaning today all I managed so far is the kitchen, did 3 loads of laundry, and cleaned HIS hamster's cage. I could clean more but I just feel overwhelmed and like I have this strong desire to just runaway. There are so many things I should do, fold the laundry, clean the bathroom, clean ANYTHING in this dump. I feel angry that I'm the one who cleans, if I want a clean bathroom I have to clean it. If i want a clean kitchen I have to clean it, if I want dishes to eat off of well I have to clean them. When I wasn't here Rob and Rufus developed a fruit fly colony and now he just swears all the time about them, yet what needs to happen to get rid of them he just won't do. I'm so angry, frustrated, depressed, and terrified about money that there's nothing left for me sitting here feeling the desire to rip my skin off. ...and my fabric isn't here yet :-(