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nerves, nerves, nerves
May. 18th, 2014 10:06 pmMy first day of nursing school is tomorrow at 8:30am. I feel positively vibratey with excitement, nerves, eagerness and terror.
Lately one of my very best friends has suddenly decided for reasons I don't know to no longer seem to like me, and that's just heightened my feeling that OMG the other students will hate me and I'll be with them the whole time and EEK! I know...what am I in middle school? I just want to have good friends in school to work with, we're all pulling each other through this thing.
I know by this time tomorrow I'll have completely different feelings, I'll have a better sense of where I'm going, what it's like. I'll be into the meat of the course by tomorrow. My first class only runs two weeks so I know we're going to hit the ground running.
But for tonight..I feel like there's a bouncy ball catapulting around my insides.
Lately one of my very best friends has suddenly decided for reasons I don't know to no longer seem to like me, and that's just heightened my feeling that OMG the other students will hate me and I'll be with them the whole time and EEK! I know...what am I in middle school? I just want to have good friends in school to work with, we're all pulling each other through this thing.
I know by this time tomorrow I'll have completely different feelings, I'll have a better sense of where I'm going, what it's like. I'll be into the meat of the course by tomorrow. My first class only runs two weeks so I know we're going to hit the ground running.
But for tonight..I feel like there's a bouncy ball catapulting around my insides.
