I am an endangered species

[robinsnest]

I am an endangered species
but i sing no vicitim songs
I am a woman I am artist
I know where my voice belongs

I am woman
i exist
i shake my fist but not my hips
my skin is dark my body is strong
i sing of rebirth no victim song

I am endangered species
but i sing no victim songs
I am a woman I am an artist
I know where my voice belongs

My body is fertile
i bring life about
because
my husband can beat me
his right they say
and rape isn't rape you say i like it that way

I am an endangered species
but i sing no victim songs
I am a woman I am an artist
I know where my voice belongs

I know where my soul belongs
i know where I belong

So I have a new favorite girl empowerment song...Today is a strangely empowered day. I talked to my acting teacher and I'm starting to feel like maybe acting is somethign I can do. Maybe i do have the ability to do it.
Honestly I'm feeling good today but I'm just tired. I've been starting to make up the sleep I lost last week but I have such a high stress factor this week, that i'm just drained. Little things are making me upset. I could really use a nice back rub and someone willing to just hold me for a min and tell me it's okay.it's funny I don't really miss relationships but i miss someone just holding me, that means more to me than any make out session I think. i'm strange. Soon I have to start doing all the work that I've been putting off and that's gonna be a real bitch, I should work out too...wow I have a lot to do...and not a lot of time... and I'm wondering of my friends here who will talk to me over the summer? who will I not see till next year or even next year? I know I'll see keaton, and Jen and I really hope Karl and Maria. But what about people like Ej, and Sean who I don't know that well. Life will be interesting for sure.

Comments

[luvnspiky.livejournal.com]

Awwwww! Robin we'll see each other next year don't worry about that! I just wonder sometimes if I'll still be talking to and hanging around some of my close friends here. But dude I totally hear you on the back rub and just being held. Kind of wish I had a boyfriend or a guy in my life to do that for me right now...oh well I guess you win some and you lose some. I just seem to be losing all of them lately. The stress of finals is definitely getting to all of us, don't worry we'll make it through together. Keep your head up high, it's the only thing I can do myself. I'm here if you need me don't hesitate to call or im me.