In a cave many miles to the south...

[robinsnest]

I think I know what I need to get myself out of this rut. And I'm going to take the necessary steps to reach that goal. Thank you to everyone who's been helpful for me. I need to stop letting myself care so much sometimes. I just want to make people's pain go away so bad, I want to be someone they can say "she saved me" but that's not my place, I am no one's angel anymore than I am their devil. So I'm going to force myself to let go. and move on. I have PLENTY to keep myself busy with.

I need chris. I really need a chris hug and a night of chris' conversation. I always feel like the rest of the world doesnt' matter when I talk to that boy. sometimes I think if he didn't have Joy I'd have fallen seriously in love with him, I suppose it's lucky I have no since he doesn't feel that way towards me. I guess there are some blessings in life. but I still miss chris...::sigh:: I miss home tonight.

Comments

[bodymodcon.livejournal.com]

I miss nights of Robin too...

[(Anonymous)]

i'm so sorry ... i'll stop bothering you ...

[sewloud.livejournal.com]

You're not bothering me...granted I'm not sure who you are. but at the moment there is no one in my life who bothers me.

[(Anonymous)]

if only you knew ... but you won't ever actually know ... i've come to realize how much of a burden i actually am, and i'm sorry ... so i will stop bothering you ... and everyone else ...

[thefalloficarus.livejournal.com]

Robin- I know we aren't that close of friends, and that I don't know you all that well, but I think you're a very strong, very bright and very nice person. I don't know if it means anything to you, but I think it none-the-less.
Moosh

[sewloud.livejournal.com]

thankyou that does mean alot! :-)

[(Anonymous)]

Hey Robin -- its emily-- i know long time no talk, but i do read your lj and no i dont have a comment about the content you just wrote, but the music in your head or whatnot. Batboy is soooo much fun!!! I saw it in NY last year, i think, and was blown away. Susan Surandan was there too. One of my friends that i went with is now obsessed and we were in the mall in a music store last semester and she was looking for that soundtrack.. and i found it,m and there was only one left. and i just felt like sharing that. The girl that originated to role is now in Hairspray... which i absolutly have to see.... well i guess thats it for my batboy ramble.. but im done :)