beware rant below

[robinsnest]

so yeah. I feel like shit. I'm sitting here wondering who gives a fuck that I'm even home. I've now officallyspent way to much time plopped on my ass in this house, alone! I need a car, and a road trip and a fucking adventure!!!! goddamn it I can't stand this anymore. who would give a shit if i disapeared would anyone notice??? ARGH and I've discovered what is my biggest pet peeve in life. when you're on the phone with someone and you know you have less than half their attention because they're busy flirting with the boy in the room with them. what a great mood booster if you're feeling crappy and alone to not be worth someones fullattention. lovely. I'm sitting here crying alone and hurt and for he lifeof me I can't think of one person who I can call for comfort. John's in a bad mood. wiley's probaly not going to care and no one else is online. and i'm just plain hurting.

Comments

[demonchild01.livejournal.com]

I care Robin and I would notice if you disappeared. I know we don't talk much anymore and that saddens me but you know I'm always here if you need a shoulder or you just want to vent. I know how you feel, I feel the same way each time I come home. It's like I moved to a different country not just a state away, I've lost touch with so many people. And when I come home I feel as if I'm the new person in town that no one even notices. Leaving is hard I know but you know what sometimes coming back is even harder. Anyway, I'm home so give me a call sometime and we'll hang out.
Love and miss ya hun,
Colleen

[grnirishgrl.livejournal.com]

HeY!!! I resent that rant of yours! I'm EXTREMELY excited that you are home! I'm so glad you came to visit us! I <3 you, not as much as i love clay... but still I <3 you a heck of a lot! :-* Now take that, missy!

<3 Libbs

[(Anonymous)]

love of my life,
how could i ever live without you? i know i'm not there, but if i had a car, i'd go kidnap you and we'd start an adventure of our own! beginning with a trip to salvos for clothes for the occasion! :) call my anytime, hun. i'm bored out of my mind at home since i'm bed-ridden. take care of you!
love you,
jen