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Well it's been a bit since I've updated so I should write something...
my life is crazy...ask about my two extra roommates if you ever want to hear me rant...
I took a nap today...first good sleep i've had in too long, it was beautiful.
I have rehearsal tonight..::groan::
It thunderstormed today... Walked out in the rain with maria till we were both soaked, somehow rain washes your soul like no shower can do.
I realized I have this thing that I do, I will never admit to someone that I find them attractive, I think it's because I'm afraid that person will have power over me. And had decided to give myself some behavioral therapy and tell sean and prove to myself that people won't think less of me for admiting that someone's attractive, or stop being my friend. but i didn't get the chance to, somehow our coversation avoided the depth we had before, strange huh? I don't know if I'll tell him now. Probably not, he probably doesn't care either way lol

la la la

Well it's been a bit since I've updated so I should write something...
my life is crazy...ask about my two extra roommates if you ever want to hear me rant...
I took a nap today...first good sleep i've had in too long, it was beautiful.
I have rehearsal tonight..::groan::
It thunderstormed today... Walked out in the rain with maria till we were both soaked, somehow rain washes your soul like no shower can do.
I realized I have this thing that I do, I will never admit to someone that I find them attractive, I think it's because I'm afraid that person will have power over me. And had decided to give myself some behavioral therapy and tell sean and prove to myself that people won't think less of me for admiting that someone's attractive, or stop being my friend. but i didn't get the chance to, somehow our coversation avoided the depth we had before, strange huh? I don't know if I'll tell him now. Probably not, he probably doesn't care either way lol