good tired

there's a big diffrence between good tired and bad tired. good tired is when you've worked hard all day and you're sleepy and ready to re-energize for another big day. bad tired is when you're just so sick of being alive you want to sleep away life...
today i'm good tired. I worked hard at the dig site today, i must be a dr's daughter, i feel absoloutly no disgust or creepiness in excavating dead bodies..well skeletons there's absoloutly no flesh left really. it's weird, both days i've gone i've worked hard and had a great time but both nights i've come home terrified of going the next day. it makes no sense. yesturday it was because i felt like i knew so little. and tonight i realized the guy who's been teaching me won't be there tomorrow...i'm on my own...well hopefully i'll be given more help. i'll just have to ask for more if not. they won't give me something big to do alone they're not that stupid lol.In a way i think It's good for me to not have kate there in the morning it makes me learn to do things myself, make my own decisions as for help myself. i need to do that, or i'll never really adjust to somewhere. i figured out the dining hall in the end, i can mast the dig site...in a month lol i can do it. :-)

good tired

there's a big diffrence between good tired and bad tired. good tired is when you've worked hard all day and you're sleepy and ready to re-energize for another big day. bad tired is when you're just so sick of being alive you want to sleep away life...
today i'm good tired. I worked hard at the dig site today, i must be a dr's daughter, i feel absoloutly no disgust or creepiness in excavating dead bodies..well skeletons there's absoloutly no flesh left really. it's weird, both days i've gone i've worked hard and had a great time but both nights i've come home terrified of going the next day. it makes no sense. yesturday it was because i felt like i knew so little. and tonight i realized the guy who's been teaching me won't be there tomorrow...i'm on my own...well hopefully i'll be given more help. i'll just have to ask for more if not. they won't give me something big to do alone they're not that stupid lol.In a way i think It's good for me to not have kate there in the morning it makes me learn to do things myself, make my own decisions as for help myself. i need to do that, or i'll never really adjust to somewhere. i figured out the dining hall in the end, i can mast the dig site...in a month lol i can do it. :-)