cowboy take me away...

November 4, 1999, an excerpt from Robin-Anne's journal, "We have a cool tech kid named matt he's okay. I guess" so that's when it all began...

since I've come home everything that used to feel right just no longer fits. I see things in people I never really saw before, and they aren't really pleasant things. I stumbled upon a stack of old journals this morning. and by old i mean "i love tim rice" first grade old. I laughed a lot at the things I thought were worth writing down. One that caught my eye was december 28, 1999..."I had a revalation this morning when i realized that i really wanted to fall in love. we were watching never been kissed yesturday and this morning i realized just how much i wanted to fall in love, not with some bumbling high school boy, but with a mature guy who i can really talk to and tell everything to, i want someone to just hold me in his arms, fingers entwined in mine, lips on my hair, letting me just lean against his strenght. i want to feel his strong arms around me, his chest next to mine, I want to run my fingers through his hair and i want him to give me my first real kiss, sweet and strong, intoxicating almost, knocking me off my feet..."
well i got my first kiss, from Matt wiley a bumbling high school freshman, and it was sloppy and dissapointing. it's funny to me how much as a naive high school girl i thought that there was magic in a kiss. while i would argue there still CAN be magic in a kiss, the magic doesn't come from the kiss itself but the people behind it. i think i need to go meet some new men.

cowboy take me away...

November 4, 1999, an excerpt from Robin-Anne's journal, "We have a cool tech kid named matt he's okay. I guess" so that's when it all began...

since I've come home everything that used to feel right just no longer fits. I see things in people I never really saw before, and they aren't really pleasant things. I stumbled upon a stack of old journals this morning. and by old i mean "i love tim rice" first grade old. I laughed a lot at the things I thought were worth writing down. One that caught my eye was december 28, 1999..."I had a revalation this morning when i realized that i really wanted to fall in love. we were watching never been kissed yesturday and this morning i realized just how much i wanted to fall in love, not with some bumbling high school boy, but with a mature guy who i can really talk to and tell everything to, i want someone to just hold me in his arms, fingers entwined in mine, lips on my hair, letting me just lean against his strenght. i want to feel his strong arms around me, his chest next to mine, I want to run my fingers through his hair and i want him to give me my first real kiss, sweet and strong, intoxicating almost, knocking me off my feet..."
well i got my first kiss, from Matt wiley a bumbling high school freshman, and it was sloppy and dissapointing. it's funny to me how much as a naive high school girl i thought that there was magic in a kiss. while i would argue there still CAN be magic in a kiss, the magic doesn't come from the kiss itself but the people behind it. i think i need to go meet some new men.