Why does it scare me?

Why does drunkedness bother me so much. I don't mind being around people drinking, I don't mind people doing it socially, but I really don't like when People drink to get drunk. somehow it just seems destructive I guess.

I slept alone for the first time since break last night, and I was troubled by very disturbing nightmares. I dreamt that Mike burst into my room drunk and frightening, that he was yelling at me and I didn't understand, I think he might have hit me but I'm not sure. then I remember he left and got into his car and I was terrified that he was going to drive, but I couldn't get out of bed I was stuck, I couldn't stop it and I knew I just KNEW something terrible was going to happen. I woke up gasping and reached for Mike who of course wasn't there to comfort me. :-( not a pleasant evening. I think I've gotten used to his breathing. I had a hard time falling back asleep.

In other news. anyone wanna go to the shape of things with me tonight?

Why does it scare me?

Why does drunkedness bother me so much. I don't mind being around people drinking, I don't mind people doing it socially, but I really don't like when People drink to get drunk. somehow it just seems destructive I guess.

I slept alone for the first time since break last night, and I was troubled by very disturbing nightmares. I dreamt that Mike burst into my room drunk and frightening, that he was yelling at me and I didn't understand, I think he might have hit me but I'm not sure. then I remember he left and got into his car and I was terrified that he was going to drive, but I couldn't get out of bed I was stuck, I couldn't stop it and I knew I just KNEW something terrible was going to happen. I woke up gasping and reached for Mike who of course wasn't there to comfort me. :-( not a pleasant evening. I think I've gotten used to his breathing. I had a hard time falling back asleep.

In other news. anyone wanna go to the shape of things with me tonight?