i feel hurt for an assinine reason

why do dumb things that aren't intended to hurt me bother me sometimes? I was reading Mike's LJ and he lists his priorities as Golf and Hashing...I'd list mine as Costumes and mike...I have this total life fear of always being valued less by people than they value me, and I KNOW i'm being stupid. I KNOW he loves me and I know he cares for me and I know he's not banging some girl named stephanie but still...it kinda hurts.

but in other news I went to michaels today and did some shopping with a gift certificate...best way to shop in my opinion. I got yarn to make the "cap of liberty" i promised jack and forgot about and some lovely pearls and ribbon to make a really nice caul...and i went to my apt and got the rest of my stuff and left keaton my keys...

I need to come up with a super kick ass birthday present for mike...he got me an amazing book for mine so I need something really special. and I'm blanking, any ideas would be greatly appreciated..

i feel hurt for an assinine reason

why do dumb things that aren't intended to hurt me bother me sometimes? I was reading Mike's LJ and he lists his priorities as Golf and Hashing...I'd list mine as Costumes and mike...I have this total life fear of always being valued less by people than they value me, and I KNOW i'm being stupid. I KNOW he loves me and I know he cares for me and I know he's not banging some girl named stephanie but still...it kinda hurts.

but in other news I went to michaels today and did some shopping with a gift certificate...best way to shop in my opinion. I got yarn to make the "cap of liberty" i promised jack and forgot about and some lovely pearls and ribbon to make a really nice caul...and i went to my apt and got the rest of my stuff and left keaton my keys...

I need to come up with a super kick ass birthday present for mike...he got me an amazing book for mine so I need something really special. and I'm blanking, any ideas would be greatly appreciated..