i feel hurt for an assinine reason

[robinsnest]

why do dumb things that aren't intended to hurt me bother me sometimes? I was reading Mike's LJ and he lists his priorities as Golf and Hashing...I'd list mine as Costumes and mike...I have this total life fear of always being valued less by people than they value me, and I KNOW i'm being stupid. I KNOW he loves me and I know he cares for me and I know he's not banging some girl named stephanie but still...it kinda hurts.

but in other news I went to michaels today and did some shopping with a gift certificate...best way to shop in my opinion. I got yarn to make the "cap of liberty" i promised jack and forgot about and some lovely pearls and ribbon to make a really nice caul...and i went to my apt and got the rest of my stuff and left keaton my keys...

I need to come up with a super kick ass birthday present for mike...he got me an amazing book for mine so I need something really special. and I'm blanking, any ideas would be greatly appreciated..

Comments

[thefalloficarus.livejournal.com]

I'd be hurt too actually, so it's founded. I think the people in our life should comes first if they really matter. Not that you don't matter to mike, but that I think his list is silly.

[thefalloficarus.livejournal.com]

and p.s. - love you miss you pookie!

[ononinhebrew.livejournal.com]

why does no one ever send me a memo when it's "'Make Mike feel like an asshole for having a life' day"?

[dragoneyes19.livejournal.com]

:p that was not the point silly. the point was...I love you...i fear losing you..i voice it instead of botteling it and hopefully it doesn't happen :-) and i feel jealous cause I want to be your life and I obviously can't for many reasons like you'd kill me i'm so annoying ;-) I love you sweetie. golf a 69 for me :-*

[thefalloficarus.livejournal.com]

I feel when you say your life rocks because of two things that aren't your girlfriend where she'll read your list, then that's memo enough.

you're right

[ononinhebrew.livejournal.com]

I travelled down here for golf school. I travelled to Boston for hashing. But I didn't even make an effort to travel back to Ithaca for her college graduation. And all the while she makes every effort possible to visit me