so a lot has happened

Well I went to the Doctor on friday, the news isn't great but he thinks that with some serious therapy I should be able to prevent it getting worse. The diagnosis is tendonitis AND carpal Tunnel and some wearing out of my joints. basically he said I'm just using them too much, and I need to rest them more...I'm not sure how I'm going to do that given my choice of careers but we'll see. I'm supposed go to the hand center at Memorial hosptial and work with an ocupational therapist. oh joy.

in other news tomorrow i'm going to the renaissance festival with kevin! and Pheobe! and alison! yay!!!! :-) of course it means i'm leaving at 8am boooo. i haven't seen 8am on a sunday morning in a good long time. but I love the festival and it's an excuse to dress up all pretty. yay! AND I made business cards with my name on them!!!! incase anyone compliments kevin's outfit like they did the last time we went!

I was listening to the new rascal flats song the one that starts
"staring at you
takin' of your make up
wondering why you even put it on
i know you think you do
but baby you don't need it
i wish that you could see what i see
when it's gone"

and it really reminded me of mike. I remember the first time I was putting make up on around him and he was like "why are you doing that you're gorgoues enough on your own" and discouraged me from it. I think that's one of the moments when I realized he was diffrent from other guys. other boyfriends had always told me how much better i looked when properly primped and made up, and here was this amazing guy telling me he prefered me raw and as is. :-) only 19 days till i get to wrap my arms around him and kiss him a hundred times!!!

so a lot has happened

Well I went to the Doctor on friday, the news isn't great but he thinks that with some serious therapy I should be able to prevent it getting worse. The diagnosis is tendonitis AND carpal Tunnel and some wearing out of my joints. basically he said I'm just using them too much, and I need to rest them more...I'm not sure how I'm going to do that given my choice of careers but we'll see. I'm supposed go to the hand center at Memorial hosptial and work with an ocupational therapist. oh joy.

in other news tomorrow i'm going to the renaissance festival with kevin! and Pheobe! and alison! yay!!!! :-) of course it means i'm leaving at 8am boooo. i haven't seen 8am on a sunday morning in a good long time. but I love the festival and it's an excuse to dress up all pretty. yay! AND I made business cards with my name on them!!!! incase anyone compliments kevin's outfit like they did the last time we went!

I was listening to the new rascal flats song the one that starts
"staring at you
takin' of your make up
wondering why you even put it on
i know you think you do
but baby you don't need it
i wish that you could see what i see
when it's gone"

and it really reminded me of mike. I remember the first time I was putting make up on around him and he was like "why are you doing that you're gorgoues enough on your own" and discouraged me from it. I think that's one of the moments when I realized he was diffrent from other guys. other boyfriends had always told me how much better i looked when properly primped and made up, and here was this amazing guy telling me he prefered me raw and as is. :-) only 19 days till i get to wrap my arms around him and kiss him a hundred times!!!

eaaarly

i haven't seen this end of a sunday morning in a loooong time...::yawn::

eaaarly

i haven't seen this end of a sunday morning in a loooong time...::yawn::