can i please not go to work?

[robinsnest]

wow it's gorgeous out, can i please not go to work?
todays' fun things, well so far:
i got the body of my bear all put together it's soooo adorable
i had a much fun lunch out on the quad, i think eating outside is one of my favoirte activities
i got offred a job for the summer, at the parks and rec department again. AM floater meaning I'd get to do all the diffrent sites, preschool on up. and PM supervisor I'd have my own site in the afternoon and get the extra money, my raise? from 6.50 to 7.55 :-) i'm happy about that
I read the most depressing thing in a friends live journal. I guess my friendship isn't worth shit to him since he'd rather be dramatic and depressed. and i shouldn't talk since i've been there and i'm happy today but i look at that and i wonder why i ever wanted to be that dramatic and depressed sure it sets you apart and makes you sound special but i'd rather sit in the sun with my friends and laugh and smile and wave to my friends knowing there are people who care about me and that I'M CAPABLE of caring. I pity this person. a lot. it's a phase I think i HOPE i grew out of, i really hope he does too because as into the woods says "no one is alone, truley no one is alone" I would take a bullet, or a car, or anything to save ANY of my friends, but i guess that means nothing to some people who'd rather be self-centered and dramatic. too bad. really too bad.

so i really don't want to go to work today..

Comments

[tempestbreaker.livejournal.com]

Is this the one regarding me? ::sigh:: your friendship does mean a lot to me. I haven't been on a lot lately. I've been busy doing this. Doing that. And my world has been in a happy little chaos lately. i'm trying in some ways to get away from the internet. I do like to rant and be overdramatic with my feelings in my livejournal though. Its cathartic. I would take a bullet, or a tank for you though! Don't ever mistake that. EVER. You're someone who i love to talk to and consider a great friend! I don't consider every person i'm friendly with a friend, but i sure as hell consider you one.
If you'd like to know what had me so down that night, i'd love to talk to you about it.