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[robinsnest]

I'm in a very blah mood tonight. I've convinced myself no one is coming to the Victorian Salon tomorow, and that we'll have put all this effort in and no one will show. I have this mental of image of us just sitting there watching time tick slowly away. And on top of that I have zero for Rob to wear and he doesn't want to go and sit there in jeans and feel stupid. Which means no company on the drive. I know the reason I feel like crap is that I've been sick and I'm pretty sure I'm still massively deyhdrated which explains the migraine and the dizzy feeling. But that does not contribute to a general appreciation of the state of me.

AND I don't think I have a hat :-( I just feel like lying on the couch in a ball grumpy. I know tomorrow I'll wake up feeling loads and loads better,  hell I'll probably feel better after I eat. But at the moment anxiety is getting to me. I can't find my bobby pins, I still have ornaments to paint (although why worry about an ornament give-away if no one shows up to get them), and I seem to be very whiney right now! Someone come shake some sense into me please, for poor Rob's sake!

I just so want to succeed. And it feels like this was my first assignment, and if no one shows up...then I failed. It didn't even occur to me to contact the local press until 2pm today. I'm not good at failure. I don't like it (athough really who does) some people are better at looking at things as opportunities. I need to work on that.

Humbug.

Maybe making cookies will make me feel better.

Comments

[kass-rants.livejournal.com]

We're going to work on this "opportunity" thing. I have the same problem. Try to see this as a dress rehearsal for all the future salons. We've never done one before. We have no idea what to expect. And no matter what happens, we're going to learn something.

And if no one shows, we get all the goodies for ourselves! =)

[kass-rants.livejournal.com]

Also, I have tons of bobby pins in case you don't find yours.

Eat something. Get a good night's rest. And think of something else!

[sewloud.livejournal.com]

good cause I still haven't found them..