confession

[robinsnest]

I feel jealous. Jealous and frustrated. I watched Bob cut out a new project and dig right in.  I felt jealous. I felt itchy to sew something. Pull out some yummy wool and dig right into a good sewing project...but I'm incredibly sore this week. I'm not positive why. But my elbows are swollen, my fingers are swollen (I couldn't get my engagement ring off the other day).  Costume Con is coming up and I really should start working on some things to wear there, I just can't show up naked. And all the outfits I'm proud of I've gained too much weight and they no longer fit me. And on a related side now how the heck is it that I gave up soda and gained weight?!?! that is NOT how it's supposed to work...But anyway the thought of picking up a needle hurts. and yet. I have to sew for work. I have to sew TWO big things. It's frustrating I have so little sewing ability I want to be selfish and hoard it. But I just can't. It's not what we need. But it still fucking sucks. I am so unbelievably jealous of Bob. Words I never thought I'd say. Lucky Bastard.

Comments

[arcadian72.livejournal.com]

I totally understand. My resons are not due to pain and bodily issues but rather ability and knowledge, but I am still insanely jealous of Bob. And a heck of a lot of other people too. Like you. ;) And you probably could show up nekkid at ComicCon - as long as you can find a character that it fits! ;)