ADD strikes again

[robinsnest]

So My Mom and Sister are coming here tomorrow for my bridal shower, and therefore someone will be sleeping on the spare bed in the sewing room...currently this bed is being used as a storage/dumping ground in my sewing room. So I really need to clean it off and tidy up in there. But I just can't seem to get myself to focus today.  I'm all anxious about everything. My house is cluttered. Try as I might Rob and I just seem to accumulate stuff. We have stuff heavy hobbies. So I feel embarassed about my house. I was informed on Wednesday that while Molly invited a bunch of people to the shower turn out has been "very low" which makes me feel bad. They're paying for this big fancy place because we couldn't possibly have something in my small backyard. But if no one's coming we could all have saved a pretty penny and just done it in my tiny backyard! I know all the reason's people aren't coming. I KNEW there were events that weekend, and and apparently one of the Coccagna's has a big graduation so I cannot begrudge them not coming, and the wedding guest list isn't huge so it's a limited amount of women to invite to begin with, and most of my family is far far away. But even though I know alllll the rational things I still can't help feeling like the 'uncool kid' who no one will come to their party.

And I REALLy need to get in there and clean but all I want to do is pace.

Comments

[sstormwatch.livejournal.com]

Just go in there with a timer, and just do 15 minutes of pickup. That's it. When the timer goes off, then figure out if you want to do another 15 minutes or take a short break or do something else for 15 minutes. That's how I get through some of the chores I don't want to do.