i'd say you were lucky cause I know what you've done

[robinsnest]

tonight is one of those cool summer nights when my head is groggy from my exaughstion, i wish I could sleep that deep restful sleep that comes from crawling in bed and feeling strong arms slip around your waist, warm breath on the back of your neck. i never really miss the play, i miss the cuddling. if i could have one thing in the world it would be someone who would hold me as I held him, and finally just hold me for as long as i want instead of pulling away or trying to make out. someone just content to hold me and kiss my hair, stroke my cheek, touch my neck. someone who is content to just breath the smell of me, the light taste of me, the touch of me, the sound of my breathing, my voice as we gently talk about life. ::sigh:: somehow i doubt life will ever life up to my fantasies. but that is all i desire in life. so i'm willing to wait for it