nerves, nerves, nerves

[robinsnest]

My first day of nursing school is tomorrow at 8:30am. I feel positively vibratey with excitement, nerves, eagerness and terror.

Lately one of my very best friends has suddenly decided for reasons I don't know to no longer seem to like me, and that's just heightened my feeling that OMG the other students will hate me and I'll be with them the whole time and EEK! I know...what am I in middle school? I just want to have good friends in school to work with, we're all pulling each other through this thing.

I know by this time tomorrow I'll have completely different feelings, I'll have a better sense of where I'm going, what it's like. I'll be into the meat of the course by tomorrow. My first class only runs two weeks so I know we're going to hit the ground running.

But for tonight..I feel like there's a bouncy ball catapulting around my insides. 

Comments

[quincy134.livejournal.com]

Hang in there, you are going to be great!

[madamekat.livejournal.com]

It's natural to think you won't fit in with a new group of people. I worried about that when I went back to school, too. While we don't all have a special connection with everyone we meet, everything usually works out just fine.

[brickhousewench.livejournal.com]

I know I'm late to the party but I hope your first day was fabulous!