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I haven't posted much here. bad me. There isn't a ton TO post. Lets see still working a lot. Still really enjoying my job. Have a mountain of events coming up at the end of the summer and paralyzed unable to start sewing any of them for some unknown reason.

I have my period and I was woken up passing a huge clot this morning, I feel weepy and disgusting. I am due for an annual and my previous GYN got absorbed by another practice. I only saw her one time, should I look for someone less than 30 min from where I live? maybe. I suspect things in there are complicated and I need to face them.

Rob is...well I think he's making progress. It's small but I can see it. He's had a bad couple of days so it's hard to remember how far we've come. I feel protective of him. His therapist was in a car accident so she wasn't in last week, won't be in this week and the week after is the 4th. I feel torn about what to do. He really really likes this therapist. but he also said to me last week "I can tell I'm not ready to go ever other week" I feel frustrated about that. He's negotiating for work on a film he was really excited to work on, but they blew most of their budget earlier in the process so...I don't know as long as he's making more than minimum wage I guess I should be happy.

The raspberry canes are having their biannual glut. 17 cups picked so far. I made jam tonight and blithely dumped an 8 cup pyrex plus one cup for a recipe that called for 5 cups. Only realized it when I was combining yesterday and today's berries. D'OH! Well it made jam...it's just rather tart and dark in color and when it cools may be so thick it's...hard. OOPS. Guess we'll see when it cools? Who likes low sugar tart jam?

Date: 2018-06-26 12:31 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] atherleisure
I'm glad you're still liking your job. Work is such a big part of life, it's good to have it be time you enjoy.

Date: 2018-06-26 04:00 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] mala_14
*hugs* I hope you're able to find a good doctor that you like and feel comfortable with. And I hope that Rob is able to see someone who helps him soon.

Raspberry jam! You could always add some extra sugar to it while you're eating.

Date: 2018-06-26 04:00 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] nuranar
(((HUGS))) It's okay to not be happy, just because things *could* be worse. It's still a struggle.

I'm dealing with the motivation thing, too. Partly it's because I have enough experience to know how much work it will take to do what I want to have done. I think I need to cut back what I want, so I don't have to be exhausted and working every single minute.

Date: 2018-06-26 04:58 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] howlgirl
I'm in one day at a time mode, it's hard, just keep swimming!

Date: 2018-07-09 11:30 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] brickhousewench
Lets see still working a lot. Still really enjoying my job.
YAY, that’s worth posting!

I feel weepy and disgusting.
Hormones suck. =(

should I look for someone less than 30 min from where I live?
Yes. It’s worth it not to have to commute to the doctor’s office.

There isn't a ton TO post.
Rob is...well I think he's making progress. It's small but I can see it.

Even if you make private posts, sometimes it’s worth writing things down so that you can look back and see how far you’ve come (or how far Rob has come).

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