Sep. 4th, 2002

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ever notice how you'll be sitting in the dining hall reading/eating/people watching and suddenly a song will come on the radio and without even realizing it you're suddenly in the middle of a memory.
I took my theare history reading to late night tonight to get a change of scenery and "how you remind me" or whatever that nickle back song is titled came on and I suddenly had this memory of the day josh, tom, andrew myself and probably a few others went skating. it was only a couple days before i came back to school for the spring semester and i remember skating in the rink at BIG the on on the side near the road when that song came on and josh started to play air guitar while skating. there was such a great feeling of carefree innocence to that afternoon, skating and playing air guitar. I realized I hadn't talked to tom, josh or andrew in a reallylong time, funny how people drift like that. and then suddenly you hear a song and it all comes flooding back and you're left missing a moment. until you have to smile at where you are now. sean told me i seem happier this semester and i think he's right, i feel a lot happier withmyself and with my life. this summer was amazing and this semester is setting up to be amazing also.
robinsnest: (Default)
ever notice how you'll be sitting in the dining hall reading/eating/people watching and suddenly a song will come on the radio and without even realizing it you're suddenly in the middle of a memory.
I took my theare history reading to late night tonight to get a change of scenery and "how you remind me" or whatever that nickle back song is titled came on and I suddenly had this memory of the day josh, tom, andrew myself and probably a few others went skating. it was only a couple days before i came back to school for the spring semester and i remember skating in the rink at BIG the on on the side near the road when that song came on and josh started to play air guitar while skating. there was such a great feeling of carefree innocence to that afternoon, skating and playing air guitar. I realized I hadn't talked to tom, josh or andrew in a reallylong time, funny how people drift like that. and then suddenly you hear a song and it all comes flooding back and you're left missing a moment. until you have to smile at where you are now. sean told me i seem happier this semester and i think he's right, i feel a lot happier withmyself and with my life. this summer was amazing and this semester is setting up to be amazing also.
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It never fails when I start to get that dizzy feeling of being tired I start to withdraw and the little things that wouldn't usually bother me start to dig a little deeper. I'm dissapointed I missed sean for dinner, i haven't really chatted with him in a while and he alwasy makes me laugh, but he never came back from "class..." ::shrug::
and I played pool with andy, it's funny every time I play pool I remember a time in my life when i felt so diffrent, when I felt lonely and when I felt like the world was fighting me. as much as i enjoy pool it certainly brings out my cynical side the side that thinks no guy sees more than nice legs and a cute ass, the side that thinks love doesn't exist that cynical voice that comes through in my sarcasim. it's funny how pool brings that back, something so simple that I've probably played many times before that period in my life, yet i seem to have stuck there.
like i said it's funny what exhaustion will do you youre mind...and your body
robinsnest: (Default)
It never fails when I start to get that dizzy feeling of being tired I start to withdraw and the little things that wouldn't usually bother me start to dig a little deeper. I'm dissapointed I missed sean for dinner, i haven't really chatted with him in a while and he alwasy makes me laugh, but he never came back from "class..." ::shrug::
and I played pool with andy, it's funny every time I play pool I remember a time in my life when i felt so diffrent, when I felt lonely and when I felt like the world was fighting me. as much as i enjoy pool it certainly brings out my cynical side the side that thinks no guy sees more than nice legs and a cute ass, the side that thinks love doesn't exist that cynical voice that comes through in my sarcasim. it's funny how pool brings that back, something so simple that I've probably played many times before that period in my life, yet i seem to have stuck there.
like i said it's funny what exhaustion will do you youre mind...and your body

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