grad school angst

[robinsnest]

I've been putting a lot of research into graduate programs, and I'm so confused as to what's the right way to go. Or if I'd even get INTO a graduate program.

1. Temple- Masters
pros: I think I have a stronger chance of getting into a masters program
They have a public history focus which I find really intriguing.
Cons: they offer NO financial aid to master's students

2. Temple- Phd
pros: Full scholarships available
          It's a PHD! 
          possibility of teaching academically
          They do have spring start dates if I can't get it together
cons: Deadline is dec 15th
          I need three academic references and I'm not sure who they'd be
          I need a writing sample, meaning i have to write a paper
          I'm doubtful I'd even get in.
          If I get a PHD does that limit me to teaching? what about being a curator? 
 
3. Upen Masters
pros: masters degree
cons: no financial aid available

4. UPenn PHD
Pros: full scholarship for almost all phd students
          Extremely strong track record for student placement in tenure track positions
cons: highly competitive I probably wouldn't get in
           Clearly geared towards creating tenure track professors

It doesn't help that I'm not sure beyond "i really really miss learning, I want academic challenges" that I'm not sure what i want in life. Does my strong missing of college indicate that really being a college professor WOULD be my best course of action? I would certainly be encouraged to write and research then. Is it dumb to try to get in without a masters? It says it's not required but is it really required? If I try to set up a meeting with someone from each of these departments is it tacky to try to find out what my odds of admission are? I know that seems like a bad question but I really want to know! do they accept non-standard track students. I don't have a bachelors that directly applies to history, but I've used my B.A. in theater to almost exclusively look at historical costume. 

Bah I don't know what to do with myself! 

Comments

[myownsatellite.livejournal.com]

I'll be honest, a PhD opens a lot more doors for you than a Masters would (and no, it doesn't limit you to teaching - you can do so much more with a PhD than you can with a Masters). I have my MA degree, and no one gives a shit. A PhD would be so much more beneficial for me, but I can't seem to get there!

Whatever you decide, good luck!

[dragoneyes19.livejournal.com]

ooh thanks for the insight! This is causing me a ridiculous amount of angst. I just really hope I can get into a phd program! I'm not entirely sure I can. I'm gonna take the GRE's in 3 weeks. Actually at the library to study at the moment, just can't resist a quick email check.

[myownsatellite.livejournal.com]

Keep in mind though that most PhD programs require a Masters degree first - you might need to apply for a "fast track" PhD, where you work on a Masters degree for a year and then transition directly into a PhD program. Make sure whatever schools you're looking at offer that option.

[dragoneyes19.livejournal.com]

well both schools I'm looking at say that their phd program does not require a master's degree. Now I have no idea if it's a "master's preferred" kinda thing, but they say you can apply without one.